I am no longer depressed, things have been a lot better for me lately. I feel like a total IDIOT for making that post saying I was leaving... WTF was I thinking? Why should I let some silly depression stop me from doing what I love most? I have a serious passion for creating and there is no way in hell I will ever let anything get in the way of that passion. And now ive basically screwed my self over because It will be very difficult for me to come back here, due to the trolling and such... but you know what, screw the trolls. I am not gonna let that get me down either.
I do apologize for creating such a scene, attracting attention to myself for reasons im still not sure about. I made some rash decisions and now know it is a dumb idea to talk about your personal life online. There is no point in telling people you dont know, about your depression or how you just got some girlfriend.
I really thank those who sent me pms and comments though, they really made me feel a lot better. I am just a teen suffering what most teens go through, i just had a different perspective on it and thought to much about it which got me depressed and gave me the annoying "oh woe is me" attitude. But all that is over with and I really dont want to talk about it anymore, its finished and done and I feel retarded.
Anyway, I have thought long and hard and have decided to come back, but simply limit myself so i can maintain the good grades I have gotten while I have been gone from Newgrounds. It will be hard to get to the point that I was at again, but I do know what to say and not say in certain situations online. For example, I frequently boasted about awards I received... because I was excited so why not right? Well, I realized no one but me was excited and it would just make others angry. Whatever none of that matters, Im just going to come back here with a new approach and try to be as involved with the community as I can, collabing, voice acting, and designing.
It feels great to be back here, I truly missed it with all of its incredible creators and kids with these gigantic imaginations. Oh and I havent seen a cock for nearly 2 months now, but im sure i will see plenty now that im back on newgrounds.
So yeah, im back. Troll away trolls, welcome back friends, and comment away regulars.
And yet again, sorry for all of the confusion and stuff.
- Making The Par Box 2 *with a twist*
- Voice acting for angrycog, thundaboom16, tieseit, deepfriedemu, nicholas-deary, and jfig111.
- Working in the ASDF collab
- Directing a number of animators and a coder to create a hopefully hilarious game. I have no idea when its going to be completed.