Ignorance, Isolation, Nothing
NOTE: Woops, I accidently made a review with my friends account.. well hey just take it as a free ten. This is my actual account, so please read this one instead and respond if you want :)
I can see where the feeling of repetition without getting anywhere comes into play in this song. Ambient is one of my favorite genres, and I am very pleased to see this one get noticed. This entire song had a lot of emotion put into it, almost as if you were attempting to express some sort of lost feeling inside of you that you can only describe with the gentle sounds of music. Your certainly explained a lot in this song, and it allows the listener to bring their deepest subconscious into a dreamy, half asleep, half awake reality.
The entire thing reminded me of my past, and told my future. I pictured myself aging through life, never looking at the joys of the world around me, only focusing on the things that don't matter, never discovering love, never obtaining happiness, and staying ignorant for my entire existence. My life was just me walking in a giant, open abyss of snow; a barren wasteland of dead trees, grey surroundings, and the overwhelming feeling of loneliness.
I could have made it better, but I choose to lose myself in nothingness. Perhaps I am a rich man who sits alone in his large house, sipping on a glass of wine while staring out the window wishing for someone, anyone to come to me and be with me. Perhaps I am an old man who gave up on love a long time ago, never enjoying the riches of friendship or compassion. Scolding and tired, I die in my bed in brief realization that my entire life was wasted. Time slows down, and for 5 minutes I watch my body disappear below me, hearing this music.
Ambient musc can really be used to "extract" certain energies from our bodies. Buddhist mediation is amplified with the usage of meditational song, talking to our minds and freeing our souls. It is a psychological wonderment that still amazes me to this day. What's wonderful is when we understand the music, when we feel it physically and see it. Some of us are able to craft our thoughts into this music, and when we do a sound like no other is truly released. I can feel the pain in this song, and can nearly understand just who you are based on the music you have created. It is like stepping into your imagination, as well as releasing my own.
You have achieved these energies in this song. It has been on loop for a while now. Great job. Keep up the great work. I hope to hear more from you.